Bangkok, Thailand, November 7th, 2020.

It’s my 3rd day in Thailand, still in quarantine.

The moment at the airport 3 days ago was extremely difficult. I said goodbye to my family, my close friends, and him … knowing NOTHING how long this trip might take and when I can meet them again…

I remember crying a lot. And I have never been a crybaby.

The last 2 weeks before the flight was tough. I just didn’t feel RIGHT leaving everything behind and get on a plane, going to another country. However, now that I’m typing these words on my computer and I have recalled moments like this happened a lot before.

I am always a hesitant and indecisive person, can’t make up my own damn mind. I want to have many options but then I don’t know which choice I should make and I’m always afraid of choosing. As a result, life needs to kick my effing ass to make me choose one over another. And the rep from Thai company has to give an ultimatum whether I go or I will never go. That’s just to add to the context how I end up being in Thailand during the Covid-19 time.

Landing off…

I was taken to the Alternative State Quarantine (ASQ) right after. It’s a hotel in which I will spend my 14 days. My company had prepared the laptop in advance so I would be having training sessions during my time in ASQ. Which is something good, because it helps me get my shit together, not to waste my time whining and pitying myself u know?

The hotel is beyond expectation. I’m not allowed to go outside the room until the 7th day so they bring food 3 times/ day to my door.

And I heard that I would be work from home at least until the end of the year (How awesome!! Travel all the way to BKK to WFH!!).

I need to sign a whole bunch of documents including all the confidential things on Day 3. Feel like a secret agent right now. Yet to mention no phone, no gadgets, no food or drink during working time, etc… But so far I’m still alive in this Siam country…

The 1st weekend is also pretty tough because I have a lot of free time thinking nonsense. I have been spending all the weekend time with my boyfriend so now without him, it feels empty and unbearable…

And here’s to the one who cried during this scene on Lalaland…

Until next time ~